Friday, 5 May 2017

Evanescence


White canvases in the noon
Hanging from the cloth-lines
A peg in her lips, pegs in my little palms
Spot a floral-print petticoat
Follow it around

Long black hair, streaks of red
Glowing purple in the evening sun
Blowing in the wind
Stroking a dandelion
Holding on for dear life

Red scars, purple bruises
Wet tears, funny tasting
Pain-stricken, I lay in bed
Dreams find me, when I am awake
A blanket spread over my head

Years fade out of existence
A bad dream, into the white void
Slowly wake up to find
An empty cloth-line
No pegs in my hands

Naked dandelion buds
Dead wind, still air
No sun, no flower scented hair
The only remnant of us
Are dark blue scars

I hear a hymn in the distance
Through a broken windowpane
So tell me now, again
Where did we go wrong, Ma,
If our story never began?


Copyright Delilah Das 

Thursday, 30 March 2017

What Must Happiness be?

(Captured in my mother's garden): 
Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf’s a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
- Robert Frost

'Tis nothing but to see ants rise and fall,
Meet and talk and run amok,
To sit in the shade and watch a day
In the life of a roadside rock.
To hear the green beetles with the
Pretty red specks pulsate and say:
Watch if you will; there’s work to be done
Till the end of this nice long day.
To watch a strange bird look about
And wonder what it thinks,
Of the shallow rain and the little grains
And muddy puddles for drinks.
And eagerly welcome the wind as though
It has brought your mail,
For the mailman may or may not arrive
But the wind will never fail.
To see birth, death, the hunter and
Hunted, ceaselessly persist,
And wasps that feed off yellow leaves
That sunshine once had kissed.
'Tis nothing but at end of day to smell
Like rain soaked dirt,
'Tis what happiness must be, 'tis the
Fluttering in your heart.

Copyright Delilah Das